When we don’t know ourselves how can we talk about anything? Like we say this is my house, this is my car, this is my wife, this is my husband. Everything ‘my’ but where is this ‘I’ to which all this belongs? So we have to go within, and how can we go within, is the point. To go within is impossible. If I say that: ‘Please take your attention inside,’ you cannot take it. So this happening takes place that this Kundalini rises. By that happening your attention is pulled inside and when She rises, She pierces through this fontanel bone area, and you are in contact with this all-pervading power. First thing happens that you start feeling cool breeze coming on your fingertips. You start feeling cool breeze coming out of your own head.
You are amazed at it but the experience is very peaceful. You feel extremely relaxed, and the eyes start sparkling. As a result of this happening the first thing happens to you that you become peaceful. Absolutely. How? See actually we are thinking, all the time our thoughts rise fall, rise fall. In between these thoughts there’s a little space. When we are thinking we are thinking about the future or about the past, not about the present, we cannot think. So when this Kundalini rises then these thoughts get elongated, and this space increases, and that’s the place where you become thoughtlessly aware. You are aware but you are thoughtless. That’s the place, where you are in the present, and you are peaceful.
27.03.1994
